An ode to you all
You are all like a light to my darkness!!
To the ones who feel for me,
I am a difficult person to deal with. I hardly have any positive vibes coming out of me. No wonder why some people who know me call me the epitome of sadness. If ever you ask me if I am okay, the answer will be a "no" 364 out of 365 days.
Yet, you guys have all it takes to bear with me. When I greet you with a faded smile of mine, you still manage to grin. When I vent in anger and pain, you cope up with a million dollar smile.
Some days, I am so low on confidence that I fumble even when someone asks me my name. I black out even when tiniest of things go wrong. I carry a heavy baggage of what ifs. And to my wonder, you guys have the answers to all those what ifs.
Sometimes when I sit down to write, I want to have you all in my words. Might be sounds like a small desire, but for a person like me who has been best friends with words since an eternity, this is the best ever tribute from me to each one of you.
I have woven my feelings into words. May be my message will reach out to your hearts. And even if it doesn't, sorry but that's all I have.
You are all like a light to my darkness!!
To the ones who feel for me,
I am a difficult person to deal with. I hardly have any positive vibes coming out of me. No wonder why some people who know me call me the epitome of sadness. If ever you ask me if I am okay, the answer will be a "no" 364 out of 365 days.
Yet, you guys have all it takes to bear with me. When I greet you with a faded smile of mine, you still manage to grin. When I vent in anger and pain, you cope up with a million dollar smile.
Some days, I am so low on confidence that I fumble even when someone asks me my name. I black out even when tiniest of things go wrong. I carry a heavy baggage of what ifs. And to my wonder, you guys have the answers to all those what ifs.
Sometimes when I sit down to write, I want to have you all in my words. Might be sounds like a small desire, but for a person like me who has been best friends with words since an eternity, this is the best ever tribute from me to each one of you.
I have woven my feelings into words. May be my message will reach out to your hearts. And even if it doesn't, sorry but that's all I have.
2 Comments
Sajan Sir Ma Sudip JBBL bata. Are u ok these days ?
ReplyDeletehello Sudip sir, I am all good
Deletehow have you been ?