Dear love who I let go of,
I have read somewhere, “The greatest sin one can commit is by creating the feeling of love in someone’s heart and leaving them abruptly.” And when I see myself these days, I find it true to all extents. No, I am not the victim. You are. But I am facing the consequences of the sin I committed.
No excuses, but I have found myself in the worst condition now. When I look at the mirror, my reflection stares at me and says, “Such a loser you are, couldn’t even love her when she loved you.” All I do is nod in agreement.
100s of unread messages. Over 50 unanswered calls. I have been putting all my efforts to be in touch with you. And you are rightly ignoring me. To be honest, I will never accept that you will hate me. But maybe you have made the right choice of moving on. Not sure if moving on means being happy. But I am glad if you have moved on.
You always said when Arijit Singh sang “Ishq sacha wohi jisko milti nahi manzile,” you felt it. You may wonder, but I felt that too. Like I said earlier, I have no excuses to offer for my incompetence when it came to loving you, but remember some choices are hard to make. And not being with you is the toughest one as yet.
I always wish life was a movie with a happy ending. Shahrukh
Khan once said, “If the end is not happy, it’s probably not the end.” How badly I wish not to be a criminal in your story.
I hope you forgive me and give me another chance.
Yours
Not so true love
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